Wednesday, July 18, 2007
FUCK that SHIT i waited for damn hell long den can use computer la coz my kanina chao brother got a new laptop mar... den i use the old wan lor everytime like that wan la those old old and not worth to see and touch wan belong to bloody me and those nice and new the most fun stuff will fucking shit sitting at his room...
FINE DEN kama will come upon him!!!!i curse it!! my mom just brought mi a new HP K810i thank you mum!! MUACK!!so happy got new phone i been using that nokia 6230 for years sia.. anyway it a gd thing la that i have a com to use better den nothing la... actually tmr got test la but haven study and now is like so late le but nvm la will stay over night to study in order to pass that subject so freking hard lor, last paper only 5 ppl pass the test the rest all fail sia..i fail also la but another paper i did pretty well 70 lei.. near to A le i'm on my way to get A so must jia you although very bored la who the hell like to go school sia like jail like that,so many fucking hell rules sian la.
feeling very stress up as tournament is drawing near and my leg just recover altought recover le but i'm not superman lor and i'm not like that monster i'll still be scare de lor dun dare to put in 100% yet but for the coming tournament yes i will try la as much as i can.. i really want to fight in that tournament and win lor i dun wan to lose again la..it's really hurting that the close ones told mi how lousy i am and how much i lose the face of that person sitting behind mi..PLs dun hurt me anymore i know u love mi...well this period of time i will cast out those who will discourage mi and give mi negetive comment to make mi lose hope in myself.. this the way it should be and i will surround myself with those ppl who really wan the best for mi and encourage mi haha i will not walk away to those shit ppl i will run away as far as i can from those fucking shit hell ppl GET LOST LA..i dun wan to be affected by those words it just words but it really killing mi from inside..
FoR those who depise me take this!!
I'm by my own now i can feel it, it no longer the same and i feel like i'm paying some debt for doing something that eat up much of my time..and there no turning back so i really gotta to win this match i'm praying hard for it..And i need new tactic to improve my skill..
dun care wat happen but why must u take it so personal towards mi like i kill ur parents??did i mock at u?AM i the cause of those things.. why must u be so mean to mi..i told u everything that i did not even told most of my friend coz i always thought that u would understand but no u did not.. and u choose the hard way for mi to enter.but still wanna thank u for picking mi up..thanks for lying to mi thanks for those fake smile u given mi..
