Monday, July 30, 2007
Went for training today alot ppl lor.. not like usual like only 5 or 6 only.. gald to see that but nvm la i not belong to there also..so sian wan..i like those time when it like few yrs ago like it just started i am so green that time dunno anyone of them just train happily den go home stright after that..got a buddy last time i only talk to her but she quit le dunno why also.. i regret that i din go down to watch her match coz i tot she will win den who knows.. i also dunno what happen she din told mi also den leave mi alone, now still hanging la..den alot unhappy incident also..i nv tot that this could go this way but i'm still planning to go all the way la..things change ppl change..so i gotta change also lor..
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Just reach home after cell acc isaac to send mz mw and chirst home.. dun feel like sleeping den blog lor.. haha isaac intro new game to mi solider front.. ok la better den maple..i dun like my home, and i feel that i dun belong to this house, this is only a place for mi to sleep..how i wish i could move out soon very soon as long as i have the money i will want to move out and nv come back...wat a shitty place sux like hell...but i still love my mom..but i hate everything in this home..so unfair..chee bye knn..
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Sianz la everytime sick.. wat a weak body i have..having flu and fever din go school today but yesterday teacher make mi to stay back till 5 something =( sick le still stay back more sick lor doing those damn qus argh.. coz teacher say is very imp exam sure come out wan.. so she wan make sure all her student know how to do it.. den ll lor actually i know how to do le la den sometime just careless mistake here and there teacher ask mi to take note of it.. all my math teacher will say i very careless de sia.. dunno why..actually i plan to go gym de sia den can't go so sick dun feel like eating also.. today got training argghh.. can't go also...weight in this sunday hope wun have any problem bah.. argghh hate being sick but use to it le la.. from young like that le..
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Oh man!~ now all training is at CCk le :( have to wake up early liao.. den today have training i was late i rush like hell my hair is all messed up.. i was 1 hour late coz i overslept.. i woke up coz my baobei phone drop on the floor den i was so shocked i jump out of my bed den oh man is alrdy so late...den faster message den rush out when i reach the bus stop the bus go le lor den have to wait for another bus sianz @#%6..
bus haven come.. den take picture lor
haha den reach da place saw them doing sparring den i faster do warm up den join in le..den sooee ask mi to pair up wit adeline den have to kick each other.. pain sia.. lucky i got go gym regular den strong enough to take her kick haha doc ask mi do alot of core body workout i din slack lor... but after that i start to feel giddy le coz low blood mar forgot to top up sweets in my bag also coz rushing mar den have to rest lor.. but ok la i miss training although din do much things but i still feel happy everytime i go training but after that sad le la coz everyone improve den i still trying to chase up to their lvl so sian la..den national is damn soon la.. haiz... wat to do!!!!!!!
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Went to service today, before that went to riverwalk learn alot abt relationship.. den after that go ministry,we have our dinner at cityhall today is kazay birthday nobody tell mi sia.. den they celebrate her birthday lor.. I told jac that i need to stop for classes coz got tournament mar den she told teacher wee wee den she say ok lor..den she wish mi all the best for my tournament din really talk much coz my signning still very lousy sia..haha lousy mi..
picture taken while waiting for train.. lolz.. look alike hor
taken at home before i come out of my house
haha thats all le..
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
FUCK that SHIT i waited for damn hell long den can use computer la coz my kanina chao brother got a new laptop mar... den i use the old wan lor everytime like that wan la those old old and not worth to see and touch wan belong to bloody me and those nice and new the most fun stuff will fucking shit sitting at his room...
FINE DEN kama will come upon him!!!!i curse it!! my mom just brought mi a new HP K810i thank you mum!! MUACK!!so happy got new phone i been using that nokia 6230 for years sia.. anyway it a gd thing la that i have a com to use better den nothing la... actually tmr got test la but haven study and now is like so late le but nvm la will stay over night to study in order to pass that subject so freking hard lor, last paper only 5 ppl pass the test the rest all fail sia..i fail also la but another paper i did pretty well 70 lei.. near to A le i'm on my way to get A so must jia you although very bored la who the hell like to go school sia like jail like that,so many fucking hell rules sian la.
feeling very stress up as tournament is drawing near and my leg just recover altought recover le but i'm not superman lor and i'm not like that monster i'll still be scare de lor dun dare to put in 100% yet but for the coming tournament yes i will try la as much as i can.. i really want to fight in that tournament and win lor i dun wan to lose again la..it's really hurting that the close ones told mi how lousy i am and how much i lose the face of that person sitting behind mi..PLs dun hurt me anymore i know u love mi...well this period of time i will cast out those who will discourage mi and give mi negetive comment to make mi lose hope in myself.. this the way it should be and i will surround myself with those ppl who really wan the best for mi and encourage mi haha i will not walk away to those shit ppl i will run away as far as i can from those fucking shit hell ppl GET LOST LA..i dun wan to be affected by those words it just words but it really killing mi from inside..
FoR those who depise me take this!!
I'm by my own now i can feel it, it no longer the same and i feel like i'm paying some debt for doing something that eat up much of my time..and there no turning back so i really gotta to win this match i'm praying hard for it..And i need new tactic to improve my skill..
dun care wat happen but why must u take it so personal towards mi like i kill ur parents??did i mock at u?AM i the cause of those things.. why must u be so mean to mi..i told u everything that i did not even told most of my friend coz i always thought that u would understand but no u did not.. and u choose the hard way for mi to enter.but still wanna thank u for picking mi up..thanks for lying to mi thanks for those fake smile u given mi..
