Sunday, March 01, 2009
Very soon.. I will be release to the adult world..get myself ready to face the challenge, meet different kind of people, must have discipline, settle my own meal by myself, No more getting $$ from my mom but give to her..learn to take care of myself and the family, manage my time well, learn to get along well with people!! arggh this is hard!! be flexible to changes, be responsible, remind myself no repeating of mistake..be wise OPEN big eye wary of who is next to stab me..
I'm not afraid to be in the adult world just have to remind myself some stuff and from young this is all i wanted..haha..I guess i won't be easliy open up to ppl just to refrain myself to get hurt again and again.
the one who make empty promises and the word "I promise" no longer is the word that i trust anymore..ask urself how many times have u really fulfill what u say u will and even make promise to it..becoz i trusted u and u broke it.. it's really hard for me trust the next person anymore..i will give smile not hoping for anything in return..becoz of u..I put up my defends so that none will know what happen and not be able to know my wound.becoz someone help my with my wound, constantly hitting on my scar just to let me know that the wound is heal before. And now is broken shall help to clean my wound AGAIN.. Becoz i had enough, that's why leave nv regret to make that choice, dun ever come back to me..i'm happier this way.. Dun even call my name coz u do not know me at all..
