Tuesday, March 31, 2009
I thought when i said good bye today, tomorrow i can still say hi..I thought I'll still get to see you again..i thought u can wait till the break of dawn..i dint know ur time is up...when i want to greet you now grandma you won't know it and i won't get reply..
Friday, March 20, 2009
I HATE THIS ENTRY...
had some cross fire talk in the family just now.. have some mix feeling...my relative was here and my grandma wanted to come too but is really inconvenience coz of her age and is kinda far for her to travel here..so yea..she stay at home..keep dialing to check out the situation with us.. i'm so fed up with my brother and well my aunt only spend alittle time with him by eating lunch with him and is a 1 sided stand for him by not checking out with us to know the truth..we are living in the same bloodly house vs just a lunch time.. how much will u know..I know most teachers will blame the parent not the kids.but u don't know we have try so hard to communicate with him..need 2 hands to clap ya..he got no balls to face us..so can't blame it on us ya..I hAD eNough.hard feeling nv end..stop adding on to my burden. I need to get away..i'm tired of this shit..
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Went for Suntanning today!.. finally the sun is out to lets us play!
Gromit & me!
she enjoy the sun too~
mickey went for a swim
resting ya.. tired dog..
not much ppl at the beach,maybe they thought it gonna rain, hell No! it a bright sunny day dun u wish u were here with us.Wahaha when we were on our way in the car the 2 doggy was so active can't wait to play! after beach-ing they were sooo dead and we had peace. =)
Was at palawan beach with Gerlyn (mom) and Sooee(big dragon) Gromit *black and Mickey *brown... haha love the sunshine, love them,Love my hair! gerlyn cut it for me.SO COOL!
the Master and the dog..wahaha.. happy day! was tired coz din sleep for 2 days when i reach home..bathe, apply cream everywhere, Sleep so sound,forgot to eat! lol
chilling at Starbuck last week with sing ling and jiaying..
had our dinner at LJS before going to StarbuckS
we had fine chat, catching up with each other sharing our experience on Bangkok trip..
lalala~
Bite ur finger!
had fun..good time
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
after exam that week....
touch up on my tattoo..Supper with Jiaying at woodgrove area.. I had 3 prata at 3AM
this is Milo prata.. not chao ta..
Check out my weight after Prata muhahah..
Helping Isaac boy on his math! I hate maths too.. jia you! buddy!
Exam is over but my table is in a mess!
this is during exam period was so stress.. haha went to watch Benjamin button with gang at cwp..
JunJie, Beifen and me
Beifen, Me, Macson & Tingting
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
My exam is over, i thought i will be over the moon.but somehow..i dun feel that way..maybe becoz of the heavy rain.. wahahah..went for my tattoo touch up like finally lor..muaythai training will resume ard april so have some time to let it recover..
For now on i gonna stop myself from doing crazy things that will destroy my tattoo again! damn it! I was having hard time with it before i went for touch up..IT's Like HELL TO ME! it a damn lightning tattoo..i go through the pain okay.. den ppl came to me ask me why i colour my leg lor.some ask real anot?! seriously my heart drop and it feel so $%^&*( why are all these ppl so mean..=(
okay it's over now.. got to live with it..after touch up it look nicer now..I been staying at home picking up my guitar skill..my finger is numb now and i hope my neighbour dun hate me for playing the guitar, i just a beginner..will upload picture soon~it time for me to take some gd rest.. have not been sleeping well..and now Zombie night..ZzZz
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
EXAM STRESS!!
My very first plant from gerlyn
I'll be release in just 5more days!! 
My secret weapon!
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Very soon.. I will be release to the adult world..get myself ready to face the challenge, meet different kind of people, must have discipline, settle my own meal by myself, No more getting $$ from my mom but give to her..learn to take care of myself and the family, manage my time well, learn to get along well with people!! arggh this is hard!! be flexible to changes, be responsible, remind myself no repeating of mistake..be wise OPEN big eye wary of who is next to stab me..
I'm not afraid to be in the adult world just have to remind myself some stuff and from young this is all i wanted..haha..I guess i won't be easliy open up to ppl just to refrain myself to get hurt again and again.
the one who make empty promises and the word "I promise" no longer is the word that i trust anymore..ask urself how many times have u really fulfill what u say u will and even make promise to it..becoz i trusted u and u broke it.. it's really hard for me trust the next person anymore..i will give smile not hoping for anything in return..becoz of u..I put up my defends so that none will know what happen and not be able to know my wound.becoz someone help my with my wound, constantly hitting on my scar just to let me know that the wound is heal before. And now is broken shall help to clean my wound AGAIN.. Becoz i had enough, that's why leave nv regret to make that choice, dun ever come back to me..i'm happier this way.. Dun even call my name coz u do not know me at all..
My project finally is over... Donated to ITE.. yeah! done 
before that it was all mess up.. couldn't find any box to case those wire and circuit..haha den gerlyn gave one box to me!! manage to finish it on time.. =)
project done but Test and exam is on the way... I got to study real hard!!!
before that night i study for my Cpa test most of the things i study for did not came out.. =(
teacher kindly walk to me.. and told me there's a retest coming Wednesday... 
bleah!!! study la...
Cheer me up!
<3 Mini Cornetto i been eating it every night recently ... muhaha..
Halal wan lor...
