Sunday, February 10, 2008
Happy chinese new yr!!! well the first day went to my grandma house..it dead damn boring .. kaijie and cousin is playing dota inside my uncle room i was inside with them..I watching tv till i fall alsleep..after much nagging kaijie and cousin decide to stop playing dota and we went home after that...boring rite..second day went to 3 places and after that went to rachel aunt house..
we play till 3 or 4am decide to leave and went to rachel house so we went there continue playing,chat awhile and leave at 6 .30am have our breakfast and took bus home.. reach home around 8am.. maybe is becoz i'm older now and every yrs there nothing to look forward towards chinese new yr so there nothing to be excited after all..
something seems to be getting in the way,I hate making wrong decision and the pain is killing me will I ever be release? what am i doing....
